NAKED TRUTH

you may not know my name but you will know me.

19 years old.girl.
sad.depressed.weird.fat.problematic.hopeless romantic.paranoid.cleptomaniac.shop-a-holic.alcoholic.
smoker.wanna be popular.insecure.liar.in a relationship.
Feeling inlove with this guy. He’s a bit famous. He joined Pilipinas Got Talent, Talentadong Pinoy and hopefully, X-Factor. But I think he’s a bit of a player. He’s cool and all but I think he’s always like this to all of his girl friends. I’m such a mess. What the f***’s wrong with me? I’m so stupid. I always fall for someone that I can’t find in my boyfriend. I’m being such a total douche. I know this is wrong but I can’t help falling in love with them. I love my best friend. But I think he’s not the one for me. I saw his facebook and he’s already in a relationship with his “new” best friend. Well, maybe this guy (the one in the picture) is the one who’ll wake me up. Tell me that he loves me and to get te f*** out of my stupid relationship. I know it’s like i’m playing with my boyfriend but I have the right to feel bad because of everything I am observing lately which I can’t discuss here. I feel bad. I don’t know what to do. ADVICE PLEASE. :(

Feeling inlove with this guy. He’s a bit famous. He joined Pilipinas Got Talent, Talentadong Pinoy and hopefully, X-Factor. But I think he’s a bit of a player. He’s cool and all but I think he’s always like this to all of his girl friends. I’m such a mess. What the f***’s wrong with me? I’m so stupid. I always fall for someone that I can’t find in my boyfriend. I’m being such a total douche. I know this is wrong but I can’t help falling in love with them.

I love my best friend. But I think he’s not the one for me. I saw his facebook and he’s already in a relationship with his “new” best friend. Well, maybe this guy (the one in the picture) is the one who’ll wake me up. Tell me that he loves me and to get te f*** out of my stupid relationship. I know it’s like i’m playing with my boyfriend but I have the right to feel bad because of everything I am observing lately which I can’t discuss here. I feel bad. I don’t know what to do. ADVICE PLEASE. :(

(PHOTO ABOVE IS NOT MINE) As you’ve read in my other post, that I am secretly in love with my best friend. Today, I broke up with m boyfriend. I broke up and gave him a lame reason. And actually he did something I said he shouldn’t do. I feel he doesn’t listen to me and always out of this world. You know how girls compete with one another like “who’s the prettiest?”, “who’s got the most handsome boyfriend?” and all those other stuffs. You know what I am talking about. I just want a decent boyfriend who I could bring home to show my parents. My boyfriend is not that type of guy. My dad hates him too. And, I wanna try it out and get a shot with my best friend. (Am I gonna be friend-zoned? OH NOOOO!) I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know if i’m just getting overwhelmed with my best friend sweet-talking me these past few days. Cause I feel so awful and terrible making my boyfriend an option or a reserve. I’m so obnoxious.

(PHOTO ABOVE IS NOT MINE)

As you’ve read in my other post, that I am secretly in love with my best friend. Today, I broke up with m boyfriend. I broke up and gave him a lame reason. And actually he did something I said he shouldn’t do. I feel he doesn’t listen to me and always out of this world. You know how girls compete with one another like “who’s the prettiest?”, “who’s got the most handsome boyfriend?” and all those other stuffs. You know what I am talking about. I just want a decent boyfriend who I could bring home to show my parents. My boyfriend is not that type of guy. My dad hates him too. And, I wanna try it out and get a shot with my best friend. (Am I gonna be friend-zoned? OH NOOOO!) I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know if i’m just getting overwhelmed with my best friend sweet-talking me these past few days. Cause I feel so awful and terrible making my boyfriend an option or a reserve. I’m so obnoxious.

I am secretly inlove with my best friend. He lives 6967 miles away from me. I miss him so much. He’s not all that guy every girl dreams about but he’s definitely a keeper. We’ve been friends for 3 years now. How I wish I could still see him, joke with him, have lunch with him every break and watch horror movies (which we just laugh at) with. He’s the best! No one can ever replace him in my heart though I have a boyfriend.

I am secretly inlove with my best friend. He lives 6967 miles away from me. I miss him so much. He’s not all that guy every girl dreams about but he’s definitely a keeper. We’ve been friends for 3 years now. How I wish I could still see him, joke with him, have lunch with him every break and watch horror movies (which we just laugh at) with. He’s the best! No one can ever replace him in my heart though I have a boyfriend.